It is important to remember that this was/is/will always be a love letter to eka.gren. It could never be for my sisters directly, though they know why so this is  
 
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    k.              While most of it is real, some parts are more real than others.

                                                                                                       but with all its fuzziness, misunderstandings, misinterpretations, and shy
                                                                                                       veiled metaphors this is still the most sincere version that I know now.